The Gym

My workout went OK.

Of course the lockerroom filled up the moment I went to shower.
I felt a bit - a lot - self-conscious. Don't think anyone got a really clear view.

Cycles

No, not bicycles

I notice I am going through cycles or phases while locked up. Put aside for a moment being ridiculously horny. More on that later.

When I first locked up the most convenient way to pee was to carefully take everything out and stand at the urinal. Then for a while I just went back to sitting. Now I am back to standing.

I had a dream - at least that is what the evidence suggests.
Around 3a I had this incredible of cumming - repeatedly. So much so that I woke up - to find everything nice and dry... hmmm...

Hormones

I am spending an inordinate amount of time thinking kinky thoughts at work, at home, all day.

Yes, i know there are some who think this is normal for me, but trust me, my mind is much more singularly focused than usual.

I think this lack of ... shall we say "hormonal release" is have a cumulative effect.

The Gym

I went to the new gym last night.
I need to figure out a routine to reduce the CB's evidence when showering. Needless to say some exercises are comfortable, some are not.

Clockwork Pays Off

The weekend play plans changed a bit. I had some very good bondage play. But instead of being unlocked, the CB3k became a very convenient anchor point. Besides, it helped keep my balls front and center for some attention of their own.

We did various positions early Saturday evening. I was in my usual combination of catsuit and boots (Wesco). A range of hoods were used. Some pics are available on GF and Recon.

Things wound down around 1030 and it was time for bed...

I was put in my padded lockable leather hood and zipped in a leather sleepsack, boots and all, then given a pillow on an army cot. I then heard the plan was for me to be like that until 8a -- 9 hours later. We did a last minute unzip for a quick piss, then it was lights out. Not that I could tell.

I love sleepsacks.
I simply have not had much time past 5-6 hours recently. This would be a challenge.

I quickly lost all track of time. I dozed a bit. Seemed to be awake more than asleep. My mind was racing. I was was convinced I could not last the night. But I wanted to. The debate raged in my head.

Then "The Clockwork Thing"
I realized I was rock hard. Since my arms were immobile I could do nothing to relieve the pinching, but then I thought "it must be around 330a... halfway..."

After that I relaxed and entered that great period where I dream about bondage, and being freed, only to wake and find I am still bound. I had three separate dreams like that.

Before I knew it I was surprised to feel someone handling me, and it was time to get up and start the day. What a great way to spend the night.

Weekend Plans

The weekend plan seems to be that I will be unlocked for some CBT, but then relocked when he is done. I will also only be unlocked when my hands are mitted and restrained so I can't touch anything.

Four Weeks

The last time I came was New Year's day.

Friday 1/4 I decided to lock myself up. I am surprised and happy I have stuck with it this long. No plans to unlock today. I am still waiting for instructions from the guy I am playing with Saturday.

I joined a gym yesterday. Working out while locked will be the next challenge. The weather also looks good for getting out on the bike.