Last evening I was convinced that people could hear the padlock tapping while walking around. Also, while working the dining room, an unusual number of people seemed to be staring at my crotch - hmm...had I dribbled? I went to the men's room, checked, and verified that there was no outward evidence I was locked up.
Good night sleeping.
This wknd I will get my network back in order to make it easier to chat with friends at night.
No word yet whether the Top I am playing with Saturday wants me to stay locked or not.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Goal in Sight
So much for clockwork. Had a series of wake up calls last night.
So, my original goal was 4 weeks. That will be Friday. Not sure I want to unlock though. This is a fun game. I have also noticed my balls are getting quite big.
I may simply tell the Top I am playing with this weekend that it is his choice to let me out or not.
So, my original goal was 4 weeks. That will be Friday. Not sure I want to unlock though. This is a fun game. I have also noticed my balls are getting quite big.
I may simply tell the Top I am playing with this weekend that it is his choice to let me out or not.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Like clockwork - 3
318a this morning. Followed by steady rhythmic pulsing for an hour.
Kinda fun in that no sleeping sort of way.
Must say my balls are getting quite big...
Kinda fun in that no sleeping sort of way.
Must say my balls are getting quite big...
Monday, January 28, 2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Like clockwork
I believe the saying is "consistency is the hobgoblin of small minds". Well, consistency seems to also be the hobgoblin of horny minds.
I mention this because when sleeping in my own bed I wake up each morning between 3 & 330a with a painful erection...
Now, just so you know - a cb3k does not stop you from getting hard. It simply makes it a bit on the painful side. Your dick swells which pushes the plastic cage out which pulls on your balls. Now in my case I enjoy a bit of pain so that is actually a pleasurable feeling which makes me harder which makes it more painful - you get the idea.
In any case it happens at the same time every night.
I mention this because when sleeping in my own bed I wake up each morning between 3 & 330a with a painful erection...
Now, just so you know - a cb3k does not stop you from getting hard. It simply makes it a bit on the painful side. Your dick swells which pushes the plastic cage out which pulls on your balls. Now in my case I enjoy a bit of pain so that is actually a pleasurable feeling which makes me harder which makes it more painful - you get the idea.
In any case it happens at the same time every night.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Happy & Horny
Friday morning...
OK, I admit - I have never had a problem being horny.
At this point the cage has simply become a steady frustration. Not really annoying, but since I occasionally move to avoid pinching, I am always aware that its there. Thus I am always aware I have not gotten off since... 1/4... 21 days - a new record for me.
OK, I admit - I have never had a problem being horny.
At this point the cage has simply become a steady frustration. Not really annoying, but since I occasionally move to avoid pinching, I am always aware that its there. Thus I am always aware I have not gotten off since... 1/4... 21 days - a new record for me.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Routine
Another day - more contemplation of staying locked or not.
This is a fun mindgame and so far I am still enjoying it.
This is a fun mindgame and so far I am still enjoying it.
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