Wank...

or perhaps, Splat

The British certainly can turn a phrase - Wank, that is.
Splat is simply the onomatopoeic description of the result.

Let's just say that yes, I did & yes, I did.

I unlocked on the 15th, and did manage to hold off for several more days.

Here is the verdict.
The vent holes led to some chafing. In addition there were some hairline cracks on the seams of the CB which also led to some minor cuts. I did not notice them until I could feel them (see above)

So - time to upgrade to a CB6k and see what happens.

ow...ow...OUCH

I have already mentioned the consistent 3a timing. Well, this morning that happened as usual - but with a new twist.

This morning I woke up feeling some pain - not fun pain, but genuine pain. I thought it may be pinching so I rearranged...tossed and turned a bit... still no difference. Got soft, still no change. I finally turned the light on and was nervous to see little red spots on my sheets. So, time to get up.

It seems that chafing had caused some bleeding. The side of my dick had been rubbed raw, and the skin had broken from getting hard and pinching skin in the vent hole. I thought I had been lubing everything well enough, but I guess not.

It has been 6 weeks... I don't want an infection... I unlocked - sigh. Showered, washed with disinfectant, applied betadine.

It looks and feels odd not to have a plastic cage locked on.

I decided to add a neoprene cockring. After all, my balls have not been able to hide for 6 weeks - no sense letting them retreat now

Sleeping

I wonder if I am sleeping well.

Several folks at work have commented that I am looking tired. Maybe the tossing and turning is actually getting to me more than I think. Hmm...

Getting Scruffy

I shaved before I first locked up.

Since then I have been able to trim around the rings and of course shave the front of my balls since they are pressed forward. I can't really get between them and the rings. Enough hair has grown back that bits are regularly getting caught and pulled. Ouch.

The Gym

My workout went OK.

Of course the lockerroom filled up the moment I went to shower.
I felt a bit - a lot - self-conscious. Don't think anyone got a really clear view.

Cycles

No, not bicycles

I notice I am going through cycles or phases while locked up. Put aside for a moment being ridiculously horny. More on that later.

When I first locked up the most convenient way to pee was to carefully take everything out and stand at the urinal. Then for a while I just went back to sitting. Now I am back to standing.

I had a dream - at least that is what the evidence suggests.
Around 3a I had this incredible of cumming - repeatedly. So much so that I woke up - to find everything nice and dry... hmmm...

Hormones

I am spending an inordinate amount of time thinking kinky thoughts at work, at home, all day.

Yes, i know there are some who think this is normal for me, but trust me, my mind is much more singularly focused than usual.

I think this lack of ... shall we say "hormonal release" is have a cumulative effect.