Friday AM in Seattle

Flying update.

The seats in First Class cause much less bunching around a CB6K than the cheap seats. No upgrades were available for the Phoenix-Seattle leg of the trip. There was definitely more fidgeting to keep the plastic from pinching. All in all, not bad though.

Seattle update.

Landed at 130p - right on time. A friend from AK was arriving at the same time. met up with him and he gave me a ride downtown. Dinner was at a fun place called Pasta Fresca with some Seattle friends. 

I was pretty tired by the time I got to the WAC and slept ... OK. No sleepless in Seattle moments. I can say that I still seem to be on a 3 hour get-hard cycle, whether I want to or not :-)

Woke up early simply because of the time difference.

Flying while locked

Update from Phoenix - yes, Phoenix

Flying while locked is no more uncomfortable than any other flying. Simply found I have to fidget occasionally to prevent my pant from bunching at my crotch.

So, all good with the travels so far. Hormones still running rampant.

Time for an Update

Well. No playing for me since 8/11.

At the request of a friend in Seattle I have been sampling the new CB6K. It is more comfortable after several days than the 3k. My head definitely fits better in the tube. The only drawback with that is slight dribbling after pee-ing. The tube's movement always seems to squeeze a few more drops out.

One other thing. My sleep cycles are the same. I must try to get hard every 3 hours. That is generally how often I wake during the night. Once things subside, its back to the land of nod.

This is my first time using a plastic, numbered lock.

Time to try a new CB

Well, I finally bought a CB6K and a replacement cage for my CB3K

Am currently in the 6K. The fit is slightly different. It is not quite as discrete under bike shorts. Going to go out for a ride and see how it compares comfort-wise

Wank...

or perhaps, Splat

The British certainly can turn a phrase - Wank, that is.
Splat is simply the onomatopoeic description of the result.

Let's just say that yes, I did & yes, I did.

I unlocked on the 15th, and did manage to hold off for several more days.

Here is the verdict.
The vent holes led to some chafing. In addition there were some hairline cracks on the seams of the CB which also led to some minor cuts. I did not notice them until I could feel them (see above)

So - time to upgrade to a CB6k and see what happens.

ow...ow...OUCH

I have already mentioned the consistent 3a timing. Well, this morning that happened as usual - but with a new twist.

This morning I woke up feeling some pain - not fun pain, but genuine pain. I thought it may be pinching so I rearranged...tossed and turned a bit... still no difference. Got soft, still no change. I finally turned the light on and was nervous to see little red spots on my sheets. So, time to get up.

It seems that chafing had caused some bleeding. The side of my dick had been rubbed raw, and the skin had broken from getting hard and pinching skin in the vent hole. I thought I had been lubing everything well enough, but I guess not.

It has been 6 weeks... I don't want an infection... I unlocked - sigh. Showered, washed with disinfectant, applied betadine.

It looks and feels odd not to have a plastic cage locked on.

I decided to add a neoprene cockring. After all, my balls have not been able to hide for 6 weeks - no sense letting them retreat now

Sleeping

I wonder if I am sleeping well.

Several folks at work have commented that I am looking tired. Maybe the tossing and turning is actually getting to me more than I think. Hmm...

Getting Scruffy

I shaved before I first locked up.

Since then I have been able to trim around the rings and of course shave the front of my balls since they are pressed forward. I can't really get between them and the rings. Enough hair has grown back that bits are regularly getting caught and pulled. Ouch.

The Gym

My workout went OK.

Of course the lockerroom filled up the moment I went to shower.
I felt a bit - a lot - self-conscious. Don't think anyone got a really clear view.

Cycles

No, not bicycles

I notice I am going through cycles or phases while locked up. Put aside for a moment being ridiculously horny. More on that later.

When I first locked up the most convenient way to pee was to carefully take everything out and stand at the urinal. Then for a while I just went back to sitting. Now I am back to standing.

I had a dream - at least that is what the evidence suggests.
Around 3a I had this incredible of cumming - repeatedly. So much so that I woke up - to find everything nice and dry... hmmm...

Hormones

I am spending an inordinate amount of time thinking kinky thoughts at work, at home, all day.

Yes, i know there are some who think this is normal for me, but trust me, my mind is much more singularly focused than usual.

I think this lack of ... shall we say "hormonal release" is have a cumulative effect.

The Gym

I went to the new gym last night.
I need to figure out a routine to reduce the CB's evidence when showering. Needless to say some exercises are comfortable, some are not.

Clockwork Pays Off

The weekend play plans changed a bit. I had some very good bondage play. But instead of being unlocked, the CB3k became a very convenient anchor point. Besides, it helped keep my balls front and center for some attention of their own.

We did various positions early Saturday evening. I was in my usual combination of catsuit and boots (Wesco). A range of hoods were used. Some pics are available on GF and Recon.

Things wound down around 1030 and it was time for bed...

I was put in my padded lockable leather hood and zipped in a leather sleepsack, boots and all, then given a pillow on an army cot. I then heard the plan was for me to be like that until 8a -- 9 hours later. We did a last minute unzip for a quick piss, then it was lights out. Not that I could tell.

I love sleepsacks.
I simply have not had much time past 5-6 hours recently. This would be a challenge.

I quickly lost all track of time. I dozed a bit. Seemed to be awake more than asleep. My mind was racing. I was was convinced I could not last the night. But I wanted to. The debate raged in my head.

Then "The Clockwork Thing"
I realized I was rock hard. Since my arms were immobile I could do nothing to relieve the pinching, but then I thought "it must be around 330a... halfway..."

After that I relaxed and entered that great period where I dream about bondage, and being freed, only to wake and find I am still bound. I had three separate dreams like that.

Before I knew it I was surprised to feel someone handling me, and it was time to get up and start the day. What a great way to spend the night.

Weekend Plans

The weekend plan seems to be that I will be unlocked for some CBT, but then relocked when he is done. I will also only be unlocked when my hands are mitted and restrained so I can't touch anything.

Four Weeks

The last time I came was New Year's day.

Friday 1/4 I decided to lock myself up. I am surprised and happy I have stuck with it this long. No plans to unlock today. I am still waiting for instructions from the guy I am playing with Saturday.

I joined a gym yesterday. Working out while locked will be the next challenge. The weather also looks good for getting out on the bike.

Another Day - Another night

Last evening I was convinced that people could hear the padlock tapping while walking around. Also, while working the dining room, an unusual number of people seemed to be staring at my crotch - hmm...had I dribbled? I went to the men's room, checked, and verified that there was no outward evidence I was locked up.

Good night sleeping.

This wknd I will get my network back in order to make it easier to chat with friends at night.

No word yet whether the Top I am playing with Saturday wants me to stay locked or not.

Goal in Sight

So much for clockwork. Had a series of wake up calls last night.

So, my original goal was 4 weeks. That will be Friday. Not sure I want to unlock though. This is a fun game. I have also noticed my balls are getting quite big.

I may simply tell the Top I am playing with this weekend that it is his choice to let me out or not.

Like clockwork - 3

318a this morning. Followed by steady rhythmic pulsing for an hour.
Kinda fun in that no sleeping sort of way.
Must say my balls are getting quite big...

Like clockwork - 2

This morning's wake up call was at 320a

Like clockwork

I believe the saying is "consistency is the hobgoblin of small minds". Well, consistency seems to also be the hobgoblin of horny minds.

I mention this because when sleeping in my own bed I wake up each morning between 3 & 330a with a painful erection...

Now, just so you know - a cb3k does not stop you from getting hard. It simply makes it a bit on the painful side. Your dick swells which pushes the plastic cage out which pulls on your balls. Now in my case I enjoy a bit of pain so that is actually a pleasurable feeling which makes me harder which makes it more painful - you get the idea.

In any case it happens at the same time every night.

Happy & Horny

Friday morning...
OK, I admit - I have never had a problem being horny.

At this point the cage has simply become a steady frustration. Not really annoying, but since I occasionally move to avoid pinching, I am always aware that its there. Thus I am always aware I have not gotten off since... 1/4... 21 days - a new record for me.

Routine

Another day - more contemplation of staying locked or not.
This is a fun mindgame and so far I am still enjoying it.

Back Home

MAL was fun
Not Great - Not bad - but a genuine good time.

I stayed locked. Though I did offer the key to a couple guys, the play I got into involved simple steady pounding on my balls. Needless to say they very accessible thanks to the CB3k. Both Tops were amused at my attempts to get hard from a simple steady thumping on my balls.

By the time I drove home the chafing had been replaced by a lingering ache.

That is gone now and I slept well last night.

Saturday in DC

All in all it was a hectic day and surprisingly while I had planned to offer my key to a couple guys the opportunity to not materialize. Thus, still locked safe and sound.

Most of the day the cage was held snuggly in place by my codpiece. Oddly the only irritation was at night when I was sleeping in a singlet. Go figure.

Frday

Ok, so it is really Saturday AM.

Friday was a good day. A bot less sore - stayed well lubed. Every thing was OK during a sacking, but that led to some beating on some very exposed balls. They were aching the rest of the day.

In the evening the CB fit fine under the catsuit was was very tight inside the Aquala. Distracting, but not bad

What was I dreaming about?

My balls are sore.
OK - back up. Whatever I was dreaming about las night I woke up ridiculously hard. Got up, showered, shaved and trimmed down there and went to work.

Quick meeting then off to pick up my friend in Eastchester and off to DC for MAL. I think my balls are just sore from being squished tight in my jeans for 4 1/2 hours of driving.

In any case - still locked and looking forward to some simmer time.

*Yawn**

Wow - a good night's sleep

Dinner at Palomino

OK - so I am in the food business and like good restaurants. A good friend is the GM and they just got an Excellent from the NYT. Had to go.

Problem was the seats were awkward. Which caused my pants to bunch. Which put pressure on... you get the idea. Ouch.

Oh - the food was great.

More Riding

Sunday's ride was also 14 miles. Still no chafing so still locked. Don't know if I would do hard rides like this, but so far, not too bad.

Spent some time online with my friend Wes in Albuquerque about some of his chastity adventures.

14 Mile Ride

On Saturday I finally got out on the bike at 1pm. My riding buddy couldn't make it so I went a bit shorter than planned. 14 Miles instead of 22.

Before starting I lubed the CB3k and arranged everything off to the side under my shorts. There are a couple pics over on GF. After a couple of test rides around the block, I was off.

All in all things went well. Next time I will need to tape the lock so it does not shift. The only pain was when the lock flipped down. The results were good enough that it is worth another try. With luck today's weather will allow another ride.

The verdict: Still locked.

I went to bed about 11pm.
As usual woke up every 3 1/2 hours with the feeling of a club between my legs as the cage clamped down on my attempted erection.

Finally got up about 7a to the "pleasant" feeling of my dick essentially pulsing away inside the CB. Not getting hard but feeling like it was trying to.

Locked Up

Still locked in a CB3k from Jan 4. Let myself out on Jan 6 for a couple hours to go for a bike ride. later today I plan to try riding while locked. A bit concerned about chafing - we shall see.